I should be giving birth to my second child today, but instead I sit here at work trying to fight back the tears of what could have been. To make matters worse I thought for sure I was pregnant again, but God decided to show me otherwise today...of all days and 8 days late at that. I am no longer able to hold the tears back. Let them fall Jesus, let them fall. On top of that I had to tell Casey what today should have been (as I was crying in the bathroom), that really hurt my feelings, shouldn't he have remembered? Probably not, but that is just the day that I am having and it's only 7:42am. Please pray that I would have a better attitude today, it's just really hard!
Why did I wear makeup?